Mood

I am in a mood.  And this song about sums it up. This last week without my husband is already one of the hardest weeks of the summer.  And it’s only Monday.

I am so weary of waiting.. for so many things.

Throw Me A Rope by KT Tunstall

I want you between me and the feeling I get
When I miss you.
But everything here is telling me I should be fine.
So why is it so above as below
That I’m missing you every time.

I got used to you whispering things to me
Into the evening.
We follow the sun and his colors left this world.
It seems to me that I’m definitely
Hearing the best that I’ve heard.

So throw me a rope
To hold me in place.
Show me a clock
For counting my days down.
Cause everything’s easier when your beside me.
Come back and find me…
Cause I feel alone.

And whenever you go
It’s like holding my breath under water.
I have to admit
That I kinda like it when I do.
Oh but I’ve got to be unconditionally
Unafraid of my days without you.

So throw me a rope
To hold me in place.
Show me a clock
For counting my days down.
Cause everything’s easier when your beside me.
Come back and find me…

Whenever I’m falling
You’re always behind me.
Come back and find me.
Everything’s easier when you’re beside me.
Come back and find me,

Cause I feel alone.